Wining and Dining

We were wining and dining when we heard a knock at the door. We immediately wondered how she had passed through the last door to this room because the guards had been trained to be the best and no one was allowed through, not after what happened when we allowed the last visitor in.
The knock was that type you couldn't ignore but when I stood to answer it, God told me not to. I insisted that I wanted to and His pleas to ignore the knock fell on my deaf ears, I was determined to know who it was.
That's how she got into my life. Her stay changed my entire life. Worse still, she visited chambers in my soul that no man was allowed to access.
Her stay changed my relationship with God. She became closer to me than Him and I became fonder of her presence. God warned me that she would leave but she made me believe she was there to stay.
I opened chapters of my life that only God and I knew about. I allowed her to reach forbidden depths in my soul that even I myself had never reached.
So when she left, I was devastated. She just got up one day and announced that she was leaving, just like that without warning. I was devastated, destroyed and wrung out of any emotion and feelings I had.
She had robbed all of my deepest emotions, all of my sacred feelings and left leaving my chambers empty and cold.
I was ashamed to face God for He had warned me. So when I was finally giving in to my woes, He patted my shoulder n told me, 'Son, I am always here 4r u no matter what u do. Just never allow anyone to try n share space with me. I am your father and nothing can take that space. I can't share time and space with anyone. Always remember that.'
We went back to our dining table and our relationship grew tighter and deeper than before. We replaced the guards and since then, no one has ever been allowed to the secret chambers where we wine and dine with God!

© Poly-Qas Mashoeshoe Mosomi 2009